WES MATTHEWS
Touching Fire
not long ago I was bloodless before the widowing
flame
waiting for my hand to masquerade in sweat.
when I felt these ecstasies of the deadening bone
freaked & free of glam
I knew this was the response to
to the Sunday school sessions that took
hours beneath my grandmother’s artless
church that taught that only water saves from sin
when you douse
or drink.
Yes, I’m sure, but I much rather rejoice
that God has let me
drain these two bronze-earth slats from
the bassening cello & frenzy
and has made flame tines only scarlet dragonflies,
sensuous in the souled goodness,
helping me wash all these gracious sins
of mine.
Ode to Vultures
every sacrifice should be in a savannah,
where it’s bastard eat bastard instead. The ground mouths
out a sepulcher of oldgrass and undressed sorrow mimicking
choirboys & crying boys, a broken drum that beckons
unstarved scavengers, those who themselves once bled perhaps. Patron-linened
bowels spare body blues from becoming the end of several hours
& so make peace with what killers could not: the harp of homeless muscles
from impassioned war to gaping riverbank, to muddied-out marksmen footprints
still running to & fro. So when the angels do not come, who is
there to make sure the killing does not fill the peace? Who am I
then to leave Grief many imploded homes? If I were to die here, I’d be but a host
of blood & motherborne bone, making myself a shadow from the wormhole
that I was bestowed—making myself a surviving mother because who is to know
Gospel, yet not at once know a bosom?
This perhaps is why I’ve seen many boys
who have nothing but their own pulse to make them men, & by pulse I mean
the neckstrain & drag force visible when someone openeyed dies, their inglorious
shoulderblades becoming inverted land toppling itself down to the sand & nothingness.
but here they lay/lie now without the proper funeral of hands,
& who is to care for them, but the one whose
sole duty it is to do so?
Ode to Couchbeds
a good grandson might ask his grandmother
when will I have a bed to sleep on in your house?
then she might say
when I have worked myself to death.
Wes Matthews is a writer and performer from Detroit, Michigan. He has had multiple publications in the Detroit Free Press and Underscore Review. A 2x national slammer, Wes forges his work with an imaginative eye on the darkness of cultural and historical landscapes, connecting them with personal ideals. He is probably currently on Twitter rambling about how much he hates Twitter.