MADISON MCCARTHA
Statement:
I'm not interested in traditional performances of black identity, nor am I thinking about an identity or politics tied to a specific nation, or people, besides the African diaspora at large. This is a poetry that foregrounds disjuncture, multiplicity, and rupture: a porous poetry; an occult poetry. This serialized persona poem, FREAKOPHONE WORLD, enacts a self-mythologization, tinged with the occult, but also with Afrofuturism, and a kind of fungal eco-poetics. This is an unruly, resistant poetry whose infectious speaker utters itself as a fictional, yet recognizable other, and whose textual body is itself a diaspora.
from FREAKOPHONE WORLD
*
hostboy says
i am the red-wet-ghostly
nose-hair strung
w/ a needle between the ears
this passage between us stop
put your finger here stop
feel that?
flash-burn i bend
my voice through make contact
night’s first pink pinch
an umbilicus takes shape in
a braid-worse
a brayed verse
a word-one-single-word[1]
i speak inside never
taking a hint or getting a job
sleepy little picaninny
in dark-matter
in mule-matter
in you who matter most
ash-body-floating-belly-up-in-the-same-ooze-this-hypoglossal-tongue-steeps-inside
forget it
i just need to eat something
let’s start with your departed loves
your deported loves
whatever happens
doesn’t happen
in a vacuum still-wet well
you run your tongue along
let me show you
everything i do
i do for the mule
lit-match-we-flick-inside
eyes on me
this clump of hair phosphorescing
in mourn-mud
spazzing-leaf-work
wave so i can see you
*
i have stood upon a tiny speck of earth
skull of my little corpse
descending slow as a fever
as chalk outlining a body
we huddle into where we shit where we gather on an unmarked log unmarked buick
some birch unmarked crushed can of vomit-cola unmarked dried cola blood whose glucose
tastes so good we fungal-bang & fungal-bang again in an unmarked diseased pheasant
in his unmarked pheasant flock in your brain we excrete the hormone that says
everything is normal
say it
everything-is-normal-squawk-squawk
we obliterate
so you don’t have to
pustule-who-spreads-our-spores
good-for-nothing cry
in the sewer-air barely
illuminating the spazz-war-
to-end-all-wars
rat bodies swarming under
this lunar leak
glaucoma eye
above your bed
chuh
chuh
like you care
like you have a thought like you have an organ like there’s a chimney in your throat
peeky-peeking out of your mouth telling me how you feel when how you feel is pitch-black-
spunk spraying in the open-air (thank-you was that for free)
open wide
& take a breath
now take another
shit
we almost lost you
don’t do that again
[1] "word-one-single-word" borrowed directly from Aimé Césaire's Notebook of a Return to the Native Land
Madison McCartha is a black poet, editor, and designer. His ectospecks have appeared or are forthcoming in Black Warrior Review, The Journal, Jubilat, Yalobusha Review, The Pinch, and elsewhere. He has served as Design Editor for Cream City Review, and became the Poetry Editor for Storm Cellar. Madison holds an MFA from the University of Notre Dame.