HANAE JONAS
With Stones As Their Witness
There was no sawdust littering the yard
nobody wearing anybody’s grandmother’s ring
no one creaking the bed
getting up for a dreaming piss
One time a table faced in papers
a saxophone wooing next door Once
a candlewick bedspread the jack pines
corroborating gently the deed
which the details didn’t describe
but only arranged which was not illicit
but wholly unmappable
They were doing their time but never getting to the end
Someone held someone else through a novel of tombs
somebody’s imagination loomed nimbus large
someone kept theirs low
to the ground a shrub flowering one week a year
Who fit who into which record?
The script couldn’t stop unfolding around
the most unremarkable cairns which held no light
when the public looked
for the rumored
sweet arcana
Ritual for a Door
Notes to self, menthol cellophane,
leaves of dead fern
twitching in my hands.
The propped window glancing
over the dog-eared scene:
Never mind the radio spittle.
Never mind the telephone
shivering on my leg. Your
strangeness coming near—
How long this longest
blink before my debut?
The splintered jamb
prodding. My future,
a shimmering threat.
How fast I knifed
open a realm
and it angled
into me.
Softly Undercover
Can’t star in the play
because the plot has upset me.
Can’t light your little mirror
when my blood shows on your face.
No more trying; this
time travel insane—
Kicked open the door
and there it was
skulking—
Your wish: a marquee.
My wish:
unremarkable. One
gapless morning
at the nadir,
a warm lake.
But to shine beams within
reveals what hangs around
the edge an aura of stones
a cartoon ray of thorns.
Can’t be new
but I’ve learned
to go
softly undercover
bad faith
suspended from
darkness to darkness to—
Hanae Jonas’ poems have appeared or are forthcoming in jubilat, Birdfeast, H_NGM_N, The Volta, DIAGRAM, and other journals. She is a Kundiman fellow and an MFA candidate at the University of Michigan.